I Slowed Right Down

 ...why...

I have given up.

I want to say FOR NOW because I want to keep trying but I'm not sure I can.

However, at the moment I am dealing with the latest set back...

On the Mon just before Christmas I fell coming out of dialysis and twisted/fractured? my wrist (yes the one on my graft arm)...I have had multiple dialysis treatments since so it is fine but it is also slow healing. I would have said the pain level was 6 the first couple of days, and then maybe a 5 by the time of my first treatment after, but now I would call it a 3. The bruises are almost gone and I can move my arm around now without pain. I can hold very light things with this hand but I cannot hold anything heavy yet at all so being one handed is starting to get VERY annoying!!!

Thank you hubby and kid for being patient and taking care of me to get us through it!! 



So...I will just breath.


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