Sliding Into the Rabbit Hole

  So I don't want to read angel cards today and I've decided to read one from Animal Spirits. Today's Card: (Painting entitled Rattler of a snake dancer; it represents a character from Buffalo Girls Won't You Come Out Tonight [written by Ursula K. Le Guin]) Symbology of SNAKE: Transformation, healing, sexuality, rebirth ...I'm not sure what my thoughts about this are...maybe I think I am on a transformation and healing process and I guess "trust the process"...

 Find your OWN:  Caeora (FOR THE RECORD: absolutely beautiful maps and assets!!) soooo...I was looking for graphics to use in my giveaway-xanje (whenever I get it sorted out) and I found this page: https://www.caeora.com/product-page/sacred-grove-variants  and have been reminded of the umpteen million map assets and battle maps I have saved on my computer so I can make maps of my worlds in worlds. SO many awesome artists who share their work for maps and play. I take most of the free stuff cause you never know when you are gonna need it! I have also put them in my dungeon painter studio for use, SO...I can wait to get a new computer, figure out how to fix the one I have or at the very least find my hard drive and see what I can do with it! It is VERY hard NOT to have a "Life SUCKS and then you die" attitude. I want to do better, but NOT TODAY.

So... Old, stupid computer with NO space constantly telling me it is out of room. I don't know what I actually did with my hard drive so I can't even use it. SO excruciating AGAIN and I can't DO anything!! So I play Xanje and Raid and Elvenar.                                          AND...I have a note thing called Evernote which IS really awesome but is asking for over $200 at the end of May and I can't pay that so I switched it to monthly but that is going to be a pain in my butt!! I WILL NOT give up evernote...it has ALL my notes, info, poetry forms, poetry, ideas, short notes, craft plans, house plans, etc. EVERYTHING!!!! UGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! ALSO, I CAN'T totally give up because I still keep thinking of ideas. What is a sorrowful sad cat to DO?