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3 Card Draw

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from The Last Unicorn Tarot  CARD ONE The High Priestess meaning: It represents intuition, inner wisdom, the subconscious mind, and the mysteries of the unknown ...trust your gut CARD TWO The Magician meaning: represents manifestation, resourcefulness, power, and inspired action .  Numbered one, it signifies new beginnings and the bridge between the spiritual and physical realms. CARD THREE The Fool meaning: means new beginnings, innocence, spontaneity, and taking a leap of faith into the unknown .  It shows a fresh start, pure potential, and excitement for life,  but it can also warn against acting too reckless AS USUAL: leap of faith, trust yourself, make it happen TRY! Or as Dory says, "Just keep swimming!"

HOPE

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 Apparently sometime soon I am getting my inheritance from pop and I will have to sort things so it doesn't mess up my ODSP. I am getting a little bit excited and thinking I can either FIX or get a NEW laptop, transfer whatever work I still have, purchase the new ultimate writer planner I keep seeing and transfer all my stuff into it and get back to WORK!! I just don't know if I will continue or just fall back into the FUNK. I am NOT in the DEEP BLUE FUNK. But I have been skirting the edge of it for a very long while and I have a hard time motivating myself. I AM depressed. Life changed after Nancy and pop died and I just don't know how to make myself care anymore. FUN FACT: I DON'T CARE! I am trudging along doing my thing and not doing a lot of the things, but not exactly giving up all hope either. ONE DAY AT A TIME. I can't do better. BUT... TODAY is a hopeful day.

BREATHING

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 Today I am breathing. I am thinking of all the five million things I need to do or should do or have to get done and I am not in any hurry to do any of them! PICK one small thing and get it done. Otherwise, continue breathing...

Rebel Hope

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 Read From the Rebel Deck: Today's card fell out of the deck, so I read it: Vulnerability is hot as @#$%! Hmmmmm...

Hope

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 Read from a new deck: Oracle of the Shapeshifters The card was: Little brother, Little Sister Siblings. Younger friends, responsibility Basically, I said something nice to my brother.

Today's HOPE

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  So I don't want to read angel cards today and I've decided to read one from Animal Spirits. Today's Card: (Painting entitled Rattler of a snake dancer; it represents a character from Buffalo Girls Won't You Come Out Tonight [written by Ursula K. Le Guin]) Symbology of SNAKE: Transformation, healing, sexuality, rebirth ...I'm not sure what my thoughts about this are...maybe I think I am on a transformation and healing process and I guess "trust the process"...

Upset

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 Find your OWN:  Caeora (FOR THE RECORD: absolutely beautiful maps and assets!!) soooo...I was looking for graphics to use in my giveaway-xanje (whenever I get it sorted out) and I found this page: https://www.caeora.com/product-page/sacred-grove-variants  and have been reminded of the umpteen million map assets and battle maps I have saved on my computer so I can make maps of my worlds in worlds. SO many awesome artists who share their work for maps and play. I take most of the free stuff cause you never know when you are gonna need it! I have also put them in my dungeon painter studio for use, SO...I can wait to get a new computer, figure out how to fix the one I have or at the very least find my hard drive and see what I can do with it! It is VERY hard NOT to have a "Life SUCKS and then you die" attitude. I want to do better, but NOT TODAY.