HOPE

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 Apparently sometime soon I am getting my inheritance from pop and I will have to sort things so it doesn't mess up my ODSP.

I am getting a little bit excited and thinking I can either FIX or get a NEW laptop, transfer whatever work I still have, purchase the new ultimate writer planner I keep seeing and transfer all my stuff into it and get back to WORK!!

I just don't know if I will continue or just fall back into the FUNK.

I am NOT in the DEEP BLUE FUNK.

But I have been skirting the edge of it for a very long while and I have a hard time motivating myself.

I AM depressed.

Life changed after Nancy and pop died and I just don't know how to make myself care anymore.

FUN FACT: I DON'T CARE!

I am trudging along doing my thing and not doing a lot of the things, but not exactly giving up all hope either.

ONE DAY AT A TIME.

I can't do better.

BUT...

TODAY is a hopeful day.





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