ACHING SOUL

 

Ok.

I don't usually want to talk about this because for me it is HEART WRENCHING!!!!  But here it is...I had a cheaper laptop (for a year)...now it just won't work. I got my old laptop back from Gibby, mostly because I'm addicted to xanje but whatever  

I am using it but every time I want to do something other than xanje or for my odsp papers I have to add stuff, search for stuff etc 

It takes me hours of headaches and stress!!

Then, I find ALL the umpteen million things that are GONE. Some are saved on thumb drives but I searched through them today and a lot of it is pre-2025 so I DIDN'T save the most recent stuff....and every time I go through it I am crushed because there is so many years of work I have saved, list and reworked at least 3 times....it's really no wonder I have been on a long hiatus and have internally just given up!!!!

Life sucks and then you die!!! ( My usual mindset)

It's hard to change it. 

Does anybody (ME) even want to try?

Not today!

😫